Wednesday, January 24, 2007
MY LIFE IS GETTIN WORSTER!!!!!!
HaiZ...i gettin 2 feel tat i hate my life!!!!!!!wats the point on me livin in tis stupid world
Last year i had a bad year but when the new year start i though tis new year will be a better 1....
The first few weeks went veri well BUT on the 3rd week i felt tat it is worst
Frm the 23jan frm mornin till nite my whole of my feelin went rite 2 the bottem n i felt like throwin my temper or shout....but i keep it in the whole of the mornin,in the afternoon after remider when we r hafin NPCC meetin,when rufisha said bye 2 mannan onli but the penguin said bye n mannan tel penguin tat she is sayin bye 2 him onli...but the penguin shouted at mannan a few sentance...tat is the time my boilin point almost reach 2 the max cos i realli realli cant stand his attidude in shoutin 2 my frens jus like tat...so i shouted back at him 2 make him feel how it is like 2 be shouted at..lucky i control myself well or i will jus wack him hard on the face....frm tat time on i feel veri veri moody....When i reach home i tel myself tml(which is today)will be a better 1....But on 24 jan i am veri veri happy in the mornin but is like almost everythin is turin againist me...assembly a time my class 4A2 is the last class 2 leave than later durin NPCC i felt veri happy 2 meet them but when i am tryin 2 explain some games 2 them the sec 2 and 3s keep tokin 2 their frens n nt listenin 2 me...
I try 2 keep my feelings 2 myself n nt gif up by askin them 2 listen 2 me but it is no use...OK nvm i jus leave them alone,later after NPCC my mei mei told me tat she wanted 2 quit band n join NPCC...But i told her nt 2 quit band 2 join NP,i realli dun understand y she wan 2 quit band so i told her nt 2 quit band than suddenly her face change than look down nt tokin...i felt sooo guilty i realli dunno wat i said 2 make her soooo sad so i felt realli realli stress!!!!so i jus walk off cos like she dun wan c me like tat....i am realli so stress,firstly i realli weak cos i nvr eat whole day i control the weakness,second i had mani hmk 2 do,thirdly stress cos mei mei wan quit band n join np n i made her sad,lastly i dunno wat is wrong wif me as ppl climbin over my head n when am tokin they dun listen n let me tok 2 wall.....
I REALLI DUNNO WAT IS THE MATTER WIF MYSELF!!!!!!!SPEAKIN,MAKIN FRENS,OR EVEN DO ANYTHIN SIMPLE OSO CANNOT!!!!!!!!HELP ME!!!!!!!!!!!
Sunday, January 21, 2007
PULA UBIN!!!!
Waaa...today i woke up at 5.50am 2 get ready 2 go 2 skool cos we r goin 2 pula ubin and the bus will cum at 6.30am...so i get ready and leave the house at 6++ i reached skool at bout 0620 but when i reach skool omg no npcc NCO is dere i thought am the onli 1 tat is goin...so i sit down n relax myself...after awhile jia kia came wif the bus than rahimi,syhella,adilla almost miss the bus but she made it...At pula ubin we thought of rentin a bike as tis is our last trip 2gether here n wanted 2 haf some fun so we rented a bike n cycle 2 the npcc campsite...when we reached dere we had some talk and than we start our AFT....omg am 1 of the first group 2 go up of the ACT which is 1 of the high element...i was afraid 2 go out of my first step but i breath in n dere i go i step out n i did nt turn back... whao the stratin is ok but half way tru it started 2 wobby and felt shaky...2nd 1 the sit n pull de...whao tat is ok but veri tired the thing i tink rust le so hard 2 pull myself across my whole hand cramp...3rd 1 is a skateborad waa my hand cramp still can play skateboard even in the air...the whole thing went smoothlater i rest awhile and try the pampered pole which u haf 2 stand on a pole n than u jump off grapin a pole on top...i at first went up well than when u reached the top u will find it hard 4 u 2 stand...stand le than tink of gettin hold the pole than jump...HAHA i gt the pole cool man than u will haf 2 let go but u will feel of nt lettin go...but if the jumpin u miss tat will be pain...after tat it was lunch than continue of the 2nd part of the ATF...The flyin fox jus as i was waitin 4 it is bout 7 storey high and when u r sitin at the edge it is like committin sucide haha...ok tis is the end than we jump whao gt free air con the wind so strong n oso it is goin veri fast as it is rainin...haha so fun...AFter all these we rode our bike back 2 the jetty...on the way back the slope r veri steep downwards and illa drifted when she was turnin cool....back 2 singapore and have 2 wait 4 the stupid bus 4 1hr but hte bus is veri big 4 6 ppl and the air con is veri veri cold so we slp in the bus till we reach...Wat a great cousre i realli miss tis...
Saturday, January 13, 2007
cca open house!!!!
Haha...CCA OPEN HOUSE is on the 12 of jan soo happy!!!Before tat the sec one programme is still on so another boring morinin 4 me but not so borin thx 2 the walkie talkies...listenin 2 them makes me wan 2 laugh haha...OKAY!!!2day my class the 1T2 Boys are sooo restless no matter how i talk to them my words cant seems to go in they act as if they are deaf or am a wall...so i felt sooo down durin the programme...At 6pm the cca open house starts...My feelin get 2 be veri veri high am soo happy!!!!the NPCC sec 2s performers was superb it was excellent!!!!GREAT JOB 2 THE SEC 2 PERFORMERS U GUYS MADE NPCC PROUD...after the performers we went 2 the down 2 the flag pole and try 2 promote NPCC...we march,bang our foot,cheer veri loud....the whole thing was great!!!!After tat we walk round the place and help everyone promote their cca haha...so fun we did not even pull anyone in 2 write their names in npcc...anyway in the list we haf around 45 names inside....After the CCA OPEN HOUSE we all went 2 eat at carvana than went home and haf a nice slp...
Wednesday, January 10, 2007
SO TIRED!!!!
Waaa....so tired man...2day no lesson sian la,tis is my first time feelin 2 go 4 lesson...2day is the sec 1 orantation progarmme n i am one of them takin care of the sec 1...i like no mood 2 talk or do anything but i still did mani things haha...anyway the sec 1s are much more better than the last years badge i oso still have 2 pratice 4 my NCO PDS OMG!!!!AM SO TIRED AND THE NCOs HAVE ONLI A DAY LEFT 2 LEARN THE STEPS AND OSO PERFECT IT!!!!!HAIZ...Tired le nid go slp tml gt another borin day...
June 2006
