Sunday, June 22, 2008
I jus read tis chapter in a book & i found it veri meaninful....
It is also quite touchin 2 hear how much ur parent realli loves u....It started wif a 5yrs old gal called Madeline....
every christmas eve she will dance wif her father happily...
Until Madeline was old 2 drive....
She felt tat she was old enough 2 lead her own life...
Tis exculdes the father in....
Her father tried 2 make her happy doing things that she likes...
He even bought her a new dress...
But Madeline didnt even said thank you....
Soo she went far away wif her boyfren without the father knowin...
She went 2 a place where she is nt famailar at all!!!
Madeline was all alone,she gt no shelter onli afew bucks in her pocket...
The nite was cold n she gt no place 2 slp....
A kind lady told her tat dere is a shelter 4 homeless ppl & wif a few bucks she could get a hot soup...
Soo she went dere n stay...
She lied down on the hard n uncomfortable floor...
At times,she would even tink bout her father n wat the father had did 2 her...
And tears are comin out frm her eyes...
But wif her harden heart she refuse 2 cry,n rejected the thought...
The nxt mornin a lady told Madeline tat she could earn money by simply dacin on a table...
The lady took a paper out n wrote the address of the place...
Madeline hesitated weather she want 2 dance on the table....
For weeks,Madeline had been lookin 4 jobs on the streets but could nt find 1...
Soo she had no choice but took the job the lady gave 2 her as she had 2 pay the rent of the place she is livin in...
1day her couisn came by n pass her a box full of letters...
Her cousin said tat it is frm her father...
Madeline heart is still harden n did nt read the letters...
She put it in her locker n arrnage it in stamps...
The letters did nt jus stop boxes n boxes of letters keep comin...
But Madeline still refuses 2 read it...
At times she realli wanted 2 read the msg...
Madeline passed by a shop n she saw a dress almost the same as wat her father had bought 4 her...The simply designed dress..
Tru the window Madeline could her father n herself standin together...
She quickly turned away n said tat she would never again walk by tis shop....
Christmas eve arrived,Madeline saw a letter on her desk...
Tis time was different...The letter was without the stamp
She opened it up n it wrote,''I know wat is ur job,but tat doesent change the way i feel.What i have said in the letters is true.''
But Madeline dunno wat he wrote in the other letters...She opened the other letters 1 by 1...
She cried while readin the letters...Soon after awhile the floor is full of letters...
She rushed back home 2 see her father,hopin tat she would make it on time...
She berely did...Upon reachin home,she said sorry 2 her dad
And at the doorstep it had a letter wif Madeline name on it...
Inside wrote,''would you come back n dance wif papa?''
This story reflects on my life alot...
Parents they realli love u frm the bottom of their heart...
Sometimes they may do things tat u dislike
Did u ever tink how many prob they had overcome when u r young??
How they took good care of u,the time they had 2 spend time wif u even though they r veri tired...
It is veri heart breakin 2 see someone u loved 4 life jus walk out of u when they grow older....
Yar tis is wat i tink bout tis story...
Thursday, June 19, 2008
17jun tuesday
Best day ever!!!
Hahas!!!
I went jammin wif cellgrp frenz....
Featuring:Roger(guitarist+lead)
Ewan(Drummer)
Mervin(bassist)
Jerene(Vocalist)
Jarene(Camgal)
Senena(Introduce the studio 2 us)
The studio rox man!!!All the intrusment was great!!!
Warnin our vocal skill is nt yet up 2 stanard yet...
and dere will b some screw ups but hahas
Sit back n enjoy the vid!!!
The nxt day after my sentosa outin.... I gt amazin race!!!!
Whao!!It is jus soo''amazin''
Well i ni 2 wake up at 7am n leave my hse at 8am....
But i overslp n woke up at 7.40am...
We the shocked of my face i quickly woke up gt ready n packed my bag...
I left the hse wif such a hurry...
I was late as usal,reached church wif no more energy left...
I havent eat yet!!!!
Well soo we waited 4 some cellgrp members 2 turn up...
But somethin happened!!
We found out tat our grp haf nt enough members!!!
So we have 2 merge wif other cellgrp!!!
Tat realli spoil the day...
U noe wat happen when singapore merge wif malaysia??(hahas jus jokin!!)
Oya!!!4gt 2 thx javier 4 givin me a surpirse present!!!
Well....it was a great gift hahas...
But i left the hse wif a small bag soo tat i can run durin the race...
But in the end i compelete the race wif a big bag...Arghx!!
It was heavy n tirin!!!
See the huge transformation of my bag??
And we r off 2 our first destination!!!
Me n kongsheng wif our EZ-link
Wat a steep slope!!!And we are bein pushed
Hahas....kongsheng gt bored n started 2 pose..
Bus trip to IMM...
Tis is at the Toh Guan place,our 3rd destination...
well we saw tis at the gate and we mus go in 2 get 2 our destination...
scary~


Can u believe how big is the carpark??

We found out tat we have 2 wait 4 almost an hr
Whao!!!my holiday is comin 2 an end....
Awww...soo sad,i still had nt rest enough...
Well many things had happen durin my 3rd n last week of holiday tat is y i did nt update....
I was super tired,keep goin out non-stop
Well let me sum it all up wif a few posts..hahas
Well...
On 13june...
I went 4 a sudden NPCC outin,it was seriously veri sudden...
I was informed bout 10pm the nite b4...
Well i had decided 2 go 4 the outin 4 some reason...
Hahas...woke up early in the mornin,pack my things n slack at home 4awhile...
Went 2 the MRT station n waited 4 them 2 come 4 1hr++!!!
U see how effient r the NPCC cadets??
They will always b late...
If late 4 bout 15mins i still can accept but 1hr++ leh!!
Wat 2 say....they still small wat...
Went 2 sentosa n slack at the beach....
Seriously nth 2 do arx...
Until when mannan,rid came back frm prayers....
We went stright 2 the water,build war terroities on sand...
Hahas!!!I played until gt sun burn on my shoulders onli...
Ha!!dere is still pattern leh...
Well bout 6+ went 2 shower n head off 2 vivo...
Hahas,met up wif mdm sulasri(incharge of NPCC)...
Had a great dinner wif her than we all went back...^v^
Thursday, June 12, 2008
Do u guys feel useless at times??
I have,I always feel useless all the time...
Everybody haf a talent within them ritez??
But i cant seems 2 find my own talent!!!
I always envy ppl tat can sing,play intrutment,sports or even acandimically gd...
Even ppl speakin well...
I dunno i jus feel lonely in tis world...
Everybody has somethin gd within them....
somethin is realli wrong wif me...
Yar...
at times i feel veri confient in doin smth
I will sure mess things up
or even doin smth bad...
My life is serious messed up...
I jus try 2 get it back 2 track
but it is jus simply messed up...
Bad times...
I am realli goin tru bad times....
Friday, June 06, 2008
Simply exhausted!!!
Whew!!!Yesterday camp at east coast park...
Cool man....
I woke up veri early 2 go skool than meet fren eat subway....
subway is veri nice n healthy..hahas u sld try
I nowadays keep eatin subway^v^yupp
Hahas....sooo the nite was ok lah!!!
The beach is windy n i saw Edmen Chen at east coast ridin bike...
Wow...i saw him 3 times already hahas!!!COOL!!!
Bathin part was fun y??
cos the place u bath is realli in the open space...
it is lyke u r bathin outside the toilet...
sooo we half naked bath...but we r still clean okay!!
Saw many werid werid ppl la....
But the atmosphere in east coast at nite was superb...
The sky is veri clean,stars is lyke shinin beautifully& the wind was veri big
bout 5am we pack up n get ready 2 catch the first bus...
We gt on a double decker bus which was empty at the upper deck...
sooo we grab a seat n gt knock out till we reach the interchange....
Powerful 24hr spent!!
My leg veri ke lian....
I sprian my leg alittle,gt cramps n many holes on my leg...Hahas