Monday, May 26, 2008
It's jus an blink of an eye & u realise tat O lvl chinese is over....
Whao!!I can say tat today was an realli tirin day
I had O lvl full chinese paper & prelim eng oral...
Wat a day i can jus say....
Mornin woke up early n head off 2 skool 2 study...
it was veri intense...
But when I recieve the paper...
SHOCK!!!
I did nt expect tat they will come out tis type of question
The paper1 i really have no decsion...
My mind jus went off...
Sooo i jus wrote wat i tink is rite bahx...
After paper 1 i start 2 feel veri unwell than wif nt enough rest
comes paper 2....It was tideous
I look at the paper full of chinese word wha!!!
Can die arx...veri blur
Am sooo desperate 4 air man!!!
I finish both paper jus on time....
Than i went 4 eng oral...
At least i still gt lots of time 2 rest...
But still.....Lack of confience
I nid tis oral 2 pass my eng or else i will b doom!!
Tired me...tml still gt lesson and still gt tons of hmk havent do...
Hahas...still cant relax...
Tuesday, May 20, 2008
HaiZ.....Last nite i did nt slp
I tried 2 numb myself by studyin n torture myself nt 2 slp
Mornin i gt a veri werid n complex feelin...
I felt veri light & uneasy
it is lyke i am goin 2 faint anytime
i tink am goin 2 b sick le...hahas
veri tired arx!!!!
nxt week is O level chinese le than folo by eng oral prelim
Am nt prepare leh!!!so fast>_<
Hao lah!!!
I nw nid a good rest,veri tired
Mind keeps driftin away....
My knckles n nose hurts
Tuesday, May 13, 2008
Wha!!!!
Everythin is gettin from bad 2 worste already!!!
Die arx....ITE le loh
Jeezzz!!!
Gif me a break....
Must motivate myself 2 study~
I gt the mind of studyin but physcially i gt prob
Failed my eng BIG TIME MAN!!!!
My paper 2 is a confirm hopeless...
But i put all my effort in my paper 1
I used those good pharses n vocab
But.....
I did nt do well....Failed both papers
Arghx....
My spirit jus sank when i gt my paper....
I tot i still can pass but haiZ...
Emotions still empowered me....
What can i do??
Still livin in darkness
Where moanin n coldness affects u dere....
When can i c the light??
Need 2 work hard 4 my Eng...
I noe i can do it....
U tink i can??
Ha!!! I am doubtin myself...
Thursday, May 01, 2008
My heart was splinted into a thousand pieces...
Tis world is full of harted & pain....
A world of tremendous desruction...
My life had endless borrdom....
Wat can i do??
Emotions get into place...
Takes over my body unknowingly...
I hate tis world...
Frenz cant b trusted all the time....
They will say good things but dun mean it...
They will jus forget bout u,leavin u behind
They r jus bein wif u 4 their own desrie...
Their own entertianment....
In the end they will jus leave u alone
back into the darkness..
where no1 will c u dere....
Is tis wat frenz are??
They treat u lyke rubbish??
When they nid ur help they come chasin after u...
They run after u wif full speed...
But once u r useless 2 them they will throw u aside...
dun care bout u n walk away backfacin u??
I had exp all these ''backstabbers''frenz...
I had enough of these....
U guys dun tink tat u all r the onli 1 havin enough of wat am i today...
i oso gt feelins ok...I oso nid 2 haf acc
My life,my world will nvr b brighten wif u all around me....
Ha!so stupid of me 2 take u guys as best fren hoh...
I cant believe wat u all r doin...SERIOUSLY!!!
I had enough already....
Yar!cal me watever u wan...
I dun care...
Am washin my hands off u guys...
June 2006
